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So, I'm AGAIN starting blogging in english. I failed twice already and the main reason was the understanding of "why am I doing it?". I had it, but didn't work out. At all.
Purpose "to practice writing in english" didn't reflect one of my core values: self-identification through communication with the world around me.
Yes, I'm far from being happy just with myself and I extremely value situations & people who help to see myselа as smth totally new. It's always unexpected, sometimes painful, but at the end of the day - the magic of discovering an amazing individual called "me".
So, the purpose of this blog (i don't remember neither logins nor passwords for previous. Plus my laptop was stolen and I'm starting a lot from scratch, so why not to have new blog?)
is to share the beauty I see, questions & feelings I have with people whom I love, who actually ARE the world for me. And others, who may become. You never know untill spend few hours drinking coffee, whole night walking in the city, fifteen minutes trying to save the world.
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Mix of Juanes & Nelly Furtado in winamp, sandwiches with sauce after midnight, an hour spent for UWC.org (Rob, it's your fault!) instead of the application, Araz online with 140 pages of "master & margarita" read somewhere in the air, between Moscow & Rotterdam, blogging, hugging, smelling SPRING in the big city, waiting for MC elects coming tomorrow for transition. The only thing I miss is 1 week of vacations near the sea. Didn't have for the last 3 years.

Am I ready for one, two, sixty more years of every-day-battles for what I love?

Actually, yes. If there is at least one person who can sometimes tell me (once a moth, please) that I'm not useless.